my eva written first 'bangla' poem....or call it feelings..

aami... [5/9/06]

aami..aami ke..?
nishtobdho ei din..
shobai haashche..keu ba kaadche..
ek beshto prithibeer buke..
keu ba gaiche..keu ba sunche..
taader dekhe,nijeo jokhon bhabi,haashbo..
hasi bole,'tumi ke'..?
naai hashlam na hoye,tobe kadbo..
osru-o bole,'tumi ke'..?
thik aache,tobe gaibo...
gaan bole,'tumi ke'..?
tahole,shunbo...
hridoyer protiti spondon bole..
'tumi ke'..?

aami.... aami ke..?
ei odbhuth proshner jobaab..
aami jaani na..

taai..ek din..cholar pothe..
baataasher kaache jaante chai..
'aami ke'..?
bsataash bole,
tumi shei naam na jana hridoyer spondon..
tumi shei ochena moner,na jana bhabona..
tumi..tumi ei batasher na-dekha saathi..
tobu-o shei eeki proshno jaage..
aami ke..?

tobe,paani...tumi bolo..
aami ke..?
paani janaye..
tumi shagorer shei o-shfuto ssrot..
tumi shei chotto baloker kagozer nao..
tumi shei ojana buker,nishsaash..
tumi..tumi ei panir bhitor lukiye thaka 'protiddhoni'..

cholo brishtir kaache jai...
brishti....'aami ke..'?
tumi brishtir maajhe poth chola juboker ullash..
tumi ghorer janalaye bhoshe thaka jubotir gun-gun gawa gaan..
tumi,premiker chithir opekkhaye boshe thaka premika!
tumi..tumi ei brishtir maajhe lukiye thaka oosru..

tomaar kaache jaante chai,aakaash..
tumi bolo..'aami ke'..?
tumi aakaasher buke,chintahin uronto paakhi..
tumi prithibir buk theke na dekhte paawa aakaasher uucchota..
tumi aakaasher buk chire bheshe jawa shoto jiboner aasha..
tumi...tumi ei aakaasher moto chiro-uudaar...

maateer kaache porichoye jaante chaai..
'aami ke..'?
tumi maateer buk chire jege utha oshesh gaacher somaroho..
tumi maateer ofuronto deerghota,ebong protiti dirgher duruttota..
tumi maateer upor bheche thaka shokol jiboner aagroho..
tumi..tumi maateer,aakaash-er saathe meshaar protiti diner iichcha!

aami..
aami uuronto paakhir onishtobdho pakha..
aami maajhir jiboner motoi obikol dukkho..
aami gaayer chotto meyer chokher shopno..
aami pothiker map-e naa thaka poth!
aami lekhoker kolomer uddessho..
aami kobir chintaye dheke thaka ondhokaar..
aami shei aaka chobir maajhe bheshe thaka ortho..
aami gayoker gawa gaane,chuye jawa dorshoker hridoye!
aami raater nishtobdhota..
aami diner ofuronto aalo..
aami-i aamar aajker porer 'kal'...
aami-i aamar oteeter dekha shopno..
aami-i aamar bortomaan..
aar...eei aami...
aami...