some hidden feelings....

'lukiye thaka kichu kotha' [05-19-06]


ami bolte chai...
hridoyer gohine lukiye thaka,onek onek kotha...
tobe shei shob kotha,guchiye bolar poth ami jani na..

jodi tumi ektu bujhe nite....
ektu jodi amar chotto mone takiye dekhte...
jodi amar chokh pore bujhe nite,amar mon ki bole..
ki bolte chaye..tomaye...

ami bodoi obujh..
choto-bodo kono kichui bujhe neaar bodh amar kom...
tobe aar jaai hok na keno,
tomar monta sohojeyi,pode nite padi...
kokhono ba bhul,kohono thik,kohono dharona,aar kokhono aasha..

jano,
ami kadte chai na...kei-ba kadte bhalobashe..
tobe,ooi dushtu asru..khub sohojeyi bheshe uthe..
aami chai na,monn kharap kore boshe thakte..
kei-ba chaye..?
jani na...ek ojana dukkho eshe bhor kore,mone...
[aami jaani..
aamar,aagami kal..aabaar sukher dola dibe...
tobe,shei sukher maajhe...ek gupto bhoye bhor kore...
je,'kalker porer din',aabaaro kalo ondhokaar boye aanbe...]

accha...emon ki hote pare na..
aamra shobai,shob-shomoye sukhe thakbo!
shara din haashbo,gaibo,ek saathe thakbo!
hote ki pare na...
tomar-aamar maajhe onno keyu,keyu aashbe na...
sudhu tumi..aar aami...aar..aamader chotto sukher neer..

aami jaani..aami tomaar joggo na..
ami choto...khub-ii choto....
sudhu aaj noye,aami prayi bhabi..
hoyetoba,bhabte baddho hoyi...

aami khub-ii lobhi..
tomaar saathe thakar ichchaye,
tomaar deya sukher lobhe
aami dure jayi na...
jete cheyechi,onek baar...
tobe paari na...

jaano....
aami chai na tumi aamar saathe baddhota-mulok thako...
aami chai na tumi aamar saathe mishti kotha bolo...
aami chai na tumaar shara din...
aami sudhu chai,cheyechi...tomar shomanno shomoye..
tomaar bola shudhu matro 'du-ti' shobdo,
aamar din-raat gore dite paare!
tomaar bola shei 'du-ti' shobdo,
aamar raatke shopno mukhor kore,
aamar shokaal ke aalokito kore dite pare!

aami boli ni kokhono..hoyetoba bolbo-o na..
aamaye,bujhe nao......
tumi paarbe...shudhu tumi-ii paarbe...