for you...

ei din tomar-amar..
haathe haath rekhe dure kothao hariye jabar..
agami dine aabaro hariye jabar poth khujar!

ei mon.....

'mon' [05/27/06]


kokhono utola,kokhono ba shujola
kokhono behala,kokhono ba dishehara..

kobu jodi ektu nishtobdho,
tobe kokhono biraat utfurno..

kokhono nirmom,kokhono udaar..
kokhono ba purnima te-o aadhar!

kohono shei paanch bochore-r utfurnota..
aar kokhono atharo boyoshi poripurnota!

kokhono thake hingsha-biddesh..
aar kokhono khub-ii nirmomota!

kokhono bolte na para raag,
aar kokhono bujhte na para,shtobdhota!

kokhono haashi,aar kokhono ba kanna..
kokhono bishshaash,aar kokhono ba aasha..

eei holo,aamar chotto 'mon'..
kokhono tumi,aar kokhono aamar 'bhalobasha'!

i find my this writing...kinda 'crispy'..hehe~

'aktu bhabo!' [05-23-06]


beche thaka taa-ii
jokhon tumi mrittu ke bhoye pao!

bhalo thaka tokhoni
jokhon dukkho tomaye 'aashi' bole!

onubhuti,taa-ii..
ja aamra bolte pari na!

obishshasho ja,
ta khub-ii sohoj aabishkaar kora!

shopno jodi dekhbe-ii,
tobe chokh khuleo dekhte paro!

shotto taa-ii,
ja tumi kokhono dekhte na-o pado!

ja aamader haater nagale noye
taa ektu dure holeo,oshombhob noye!

tumi sudhu tumi,
shotto ba kolpona,ba aamar bishshaash!

aami ja,taa aami noyi..
ja ichche ta-i rup dao aamaye,aami taa-ii!

some hidden feelings....

'lukiye thaka kichu kotha' [05-19-06]


ami bolte chai...
hridoyer gohine lukiye thaka,onek onek kotha...
tobe shei shob kotha,guchiye bolar poth ami jani na..

jodi tumi ektu bujhe nite....
ektu jodi amar chotto mone takiye dekhte...
jodi amar chokh pore bujhe nite,amar mon ki bole..
ki bolte chaye..tomaye...

ami bodoi obujh..
choto-bodo kono kichui bujhe neaar bodh amar kom...
tobe aar jaai hok na keno,
tomar monta sohojeyi,pode nite padi...
kokhono ba bhul,kohono thik,kohono dharona,aar kokhono aasha..

jano,
ami kadte chai na...kei-ba kadte bhalobashe..
tobe,ooi dushtu asru..khub sohojeyi bheshe uthe..
aami chai na,monn kharap kore boshe thakte..
kei-ba chaye..?
jani na...ek ojana dukkho eshe bhor kore,mone...
[aami jaani..
aamar,aagami kal..aabaar sukher dola dibe...
tobe,shei sukher maajhe...ek gupto bhoye bhor kore...
je,'kalker porer din',aabaaro kalo ondhokaar boye aanbe...]

accha...emon ki hote pare na..
aamra shobai,shob-shomoye sukhe thakbo!
shara din haashbo,gaibo,ek saathe thakbo!
hote ki pare na...
tomar-aamar maajhe onno keyu,keyu aashbe na...
sudhu tumi..aar aami...aar..aamader chotto sukher neer..

aami jaani..aami tomaar joggo na..
ami choto...khub-ii choto....
sudhu aaj noye,aami prayi bhabi..
hoyetoba,bhabte baddho hoyi...

aami khub-ii lobhi..
tomaar saathe thakar ichchaye,
tomaar deya sukher lobhe
aami dure jayi na...
jete cheyechi,onek baar...
tobe paari na...

jaano....
aami chai na tumi aamar saathe baddhota-mulok thako...
aami chai na tumi aamar saathe mishti kotha bolo...
aami chai na tumaar shara din...
aami sudhu chai,cheyechi...tomar shomanno shomoye..
tomaar bola shudhu matro 'du-ti' shobdo,
aamar din-raat gore dite paare!
tomaar bola shei 'du-ti' shobdo,
aamar raatke shopno mukhor kore,
aamar shokaal ke aalokito kore dite pare!

aami boli ni kokhono..hoyetoba bolbo-o na..
aamaye,bujhe nao......
tumi paarbe...shudhu tumi-ii paarbe...

i could make it more long...more big....

'tumi' [5/14/06]

tumi...tumi aamar aajker shokaal...
aamar kalker poper din-o!

tumi...tumi aamar goto raater shopno...
aar aaj raater shotto..

tumi...tumi aamar beche thakar aasha..
aar tomaake dekhaar,aamar shokti-o..

tumi...tumi aamar prothom aalo..
aamar choke jolte thaka sheh robi-o...

tumi...tumi aamar aajker bhaggo..
bindu theke biraat kora,aamar sukh-o..

tumi...tumi aamar hridoyer chotto dukkho...
jei dukkher shoprshe,aami dhonno hoyi!

tumi...tumi aamar ek-matro goponota
jaake aami ei prithibi theke lukiye rakhi..

tumi...tumi shokaaler roktim shurjo..
jar choaaye aami rongye-rongye rongito hoyi!

tumi...tumi aamar purnimaar chaad..
je aamaye poripurno howar aashshaash deye..

tumi...tumi aamar jotsna raat..
je aamar kaal raatri ke alokito kore..

tumi...tumi aamar buker bhitor lukiye thaka chotto hyidoye..
jaar onubhuti aamar rokter protiti shiraye!

tumi...tumi aamar,raat jaga pakhir dol..
jaar gun-gun gaan aamaye ghum aanaye!

tumi...tumi aamar nijer bishaal aakash..
oi uporer aakasho tomaar saathe hingsha kore!

tumi...tumi aamar gaaner shur..
je 'aamar' gaanke,gaan banaye!

tumi...tumi aamar bishaal nodi..
jaar protiti dheu aamaye proti-din notun kore toiryi kore!

tumi...tumi aamar bola protiti kotha..
je aamar monn o thoter saathe luko-churi khele!

tumi...tumi aamar chokh theke boye jawa ojossro paani...
je aamar mukher haashike 'digun' kore!

tumi...tumi ei bishaal prithibir maajhe,aamar chotto prithibi..
jekhaane,sudhu tumi aar aami chara karo aana-gona nei..

tumi...tumi aamar naamer maajhe 'aaro-ekti' naam..
jei naam,aamake 'ami' bole porichoye deye!

tumi...tumi amaar lekhaar utsaho..
je aamar kobitaye notun ortho aane..

tumi...tumi aamar bolte na para..onek..aaroo onek onubhuti..
jaa aami boolte paari na..tobe onubhob kori!

tumi...tumi aamar chirodiner gorbo...
jaake peye aami aaj gorbito!

tumi...tumi aamar bachiye rakha shokol shompod..
jaar karone aami,aar doshti meyer cheye,dhoni!

ki boli tomaye..bolo...

aami jodi paartaam,
ee prithibir shokol sukh ene tomaar haathe tule ditaam..
jodi paartaam,
ooi biraat aakasher kaach theke cheye aantaam shokol tara tomaar jonno..
shei biraat shomudrer protiti dheu tomaar naame likhe ditaam..

tobe..aami ta korbo na..
korte paarbo na..

taai...
aami aaj 'nijeke',tomake dilaam...

tomaye peye aami aaj shotti dhonno..

'bhalobaashi tomaye'..
nijaar cheye-o,onek..onek onek beshi!

aaj kichu sukh boye eno...he 'bhaggo'...

'bhaggo' [5/12/06]


shobai to aar ek noye..
hobei ba keno..?
Tithi-r aar taader maajhe tofat ka ki robe tobe!
tithi'r shoto kharab obbhashe,
'bhule jawa',shobaar aage..

eei to goto kaal...
ki ek kaal boisakhi jhor boye gelo...
taar chotto pakhir nire'r moto
chokh duti diye...
"majhe majhe nijeke bodoi eka mone hoye...
e biraat prithibir shob kichui
kemon jeno nishtobdho hoye pore,nimishei!
chokher shaamne shob kichu jeno,aabcha dekhaye...
shokol ghonishtho manushera,
ekebarei oporichito howar aachoron kore...
'haashi'-o jeno haashte mana kore deye..
monta-o niraash hoye ghumiye pode..."

aar thik emoni shomoye...
proyojon pore,ek ochena kaachher manusher!
jaar kaadhe matha rekhe,
nijeke bodoi shobol mone hoye..
mone hoye,ei rukkho prithibite,
emon kono-i dushto shokti nei
je 'aamar' bindu maatro khoti kore!
kono ek porichito maanushke kaache na paye-o,
nijeke prithibir shob cheye,shob cheye dhoni money hoye!

tobe,tithi-r kaache,
kaal shei kaacher manush-o chilo na...
nijeke ei oshohaye porishtir shikar peye,
hu-hu kore sharati raat kedeche she.....
chotto niriho sishu-r moto kore...
[jaar maa-baa,bhai-bon,shobaai aache..
tobu she nijeke ekaai paye...
jotodin-na taar bodh shokti hoye!]
thik temni,tithi-o nijeke eka paye
bodh shokti-r obhabe noye,bhaggo doshe!

tobe,shei 'bhule jawa' doshh ta
praayi tithi-r kaaze aashe...
goto kaaler shokol boye jawa jhod-jhapta,
jeno nimisheyi,ek raate bhule jaye she!

taai..
shob kichu kete uthe..
abaaro aaj notun pothe paa baraye..
ek notun diner aashaye...
chokhe hazaar rohosshomoye shopno niye
notun dinke 'aabaro' agomon janaye!

"aaj kichu sukh boye eno..'bhaggo'"...

brishti..aar aami...

'Brishtir saathe kotha...' [5/11/06]

Brishtir saathe aamar bohu diner shomporko.
maa bolen,jedin aamar jonmo hoye,
she-din naaki bhishon brishti hoyechilo..
brishti aamar ghonishtho bondu!
aamar kanna makha mukhe,haashi fotano
she jeno taar baa-hather khela maatro..
gomda monke khushi kora-o she bhaloii jane..

shob-somoye bhabi,kokhono jodi paartam
brishti-r saathe boshe,golpo korte...
'onek sukher kotha,aar kichu dukkho..
oshesh shopno aar kuchi shotti..
shimahin chawa aar olpo kichu pawa..
shokol ichcha,ebong kichuta onichcha'-r kotha bolte...

aaj! shotero[17]-ti bochor por..
proti-diner motoi,jhokhon aami
rozkaar pothe paari dite uddokto hoyi..
bahire brishiti porte dekhe,
goto teen[3] diner shokol nishtobdhota,
nimisheyii kothaye jeno udhao hoye jaye!..
bhablaam,'eto mojaar dine *chhaataa*-r kaaz ki?'
hhok na ektu brishtite bheja!

cholaar pothe,hothatt,
mone hoye keyu amaye pichu theke daakche!
tobe ke..?
ek baar noye..du baar pechone phire dekhi...
tobe aamake dakaar moto keyu chilo na...
bhablaam...hoyetoba aami ekhono shopno dekhchi..
'goto du[2] bochor dhore..aami shopno onek dekhi!'
eei bhebe..abaro shaamne egote laaglaam...
abaaro shei daak....
ke..?
aami mone-monei proshno kori...'ke?..'
bishshaash hoye na!..uttore kobhu shunbo..
-'aami..aami brishti...'!!!
'brishti..?'....
-'he..tomaar bondhu!'
'.....!!!'
-'oma!!..tomaar eto bochorer aasha..
aamar saathe kotha bolbe...
to ki holo..?eei to aami..ekhane!'
'ki odbhut!!..brishti-o ki kokhono kotha bole?'
-'bole..je brishtir saathe kotha bolte chaye..
taar shaathe bole...'
'jaano brishti?...jokhoni aamar ghore
janalaar kone boshe..tomake jjhorte dekhi..
praye-ii nijeke ek ojana rajje paayi!'
ki mayabi tomaar ek ekti phota paani..
ki shur-moye tomaar shobdo..
ki romancho-kor tomaar agoman!
e prithibeer emon kono prani neyi..
jaar monn aanonde utfurno hoye na tomaar sporshe..
'eei dekho to!...
shei kokhon theke ekaai bole cholchi..

brishti..?
karo shara shobdo paai na...
abaaro daaki...'brishti..?'
nah...kono shara-shobdo nei...

bhishon uttape jokhon aakaash paane chaai..
mathaar uupoor 'shurzo' dekhe,aashchorzo hoi!

tobe ki,e aamar kolpona..?
ei shob kichu..aamar dharona matro..?
hoteo paare.....

'goto du bochor dhore..aami shopno onek dekhi'!

sunbe...aamar golpo?(^o*)//!

'aamar *bhalobasha-r* golpo' [5/10/06]

bohubaar shunechi..
prem-e pore oneke jaan diyeche..
keyu-ba karo jibon niyeche!
bohu lok debdaash hoyeche..
aar keyu ba bhaggobaan!
keyu ba saat-shomudro paar koreche..
keyu ba opekkhaye hoyeche mogno!

bhalobasha...
ki odbhut ek onubhuti!
kokhono bhabini..
preme pore aami 'kobi' hobo!
bhabini,bhalobasha aamaye baachte sekhabe..
jiboner ojana protiti proshner ortho bojhabe!
ek naam-na-jana pothe chokh bujhe cholte shekhabe..
karon chara sharata din bhabte shikhabe..
kono ek chotto karone shara-raat jagabe!

kokhono bhabini aami..
ossru-o amaye shukh debe..
bhabini,bina shure kobhu gun-gunabo!
pakha chara-ii aakashe udbo..
aar aapon chobi dekhe lojjaye laal hobo!

bhalobasha...
ki odbhut ei onubhuti!
bhabini,bhalobasha aamaye hingsha korte sekhabe..
kono ek chotto bhul bhojha-bhujhi
aamaye sharata raat jagabe!..

rege jawa,manano...
dukkho pawa,aabar hasha-o..
eei aamar bhalobashar golpo!

tumi ki kokhono bhalobeshecho..
kono ek ojana,oporichito 'hridoye'ke?
kokhono ki tumi-o aamar moto,
bina kaarone hesecho..?

tobe deri kisher!...
toiry hoye nao..nijeke bhalobeshe 'taar' jibon gorte..
kokhono shopne-o na bhaba,shopne dekhte!
'taar' haath dhore,naam harano pothe paari dite..!

my eva written first 'bangla' poem....or call it feelings..

aami... [5/9/06]

aami..aami ke..?
nishtobdho ei din..
shobai haashche..keu ba kaadche..
ek beshto prithibeer buke..
keu ba gaiche..keu ba sunche..
taader dekhe,nijeo jokhon bhabi,haashbo..
hasi bole,'tumi ke'..?
naai hashlam na hoye,tobe kadbo..
osru-o bole,'tumi ke'..?
thik aache,tobe gaibo...
gaan bole,'tumi ke'..?
tahole,shunbo...
hridoyer protiti spondon bole..
'tumi ke'..?

aami.... aami ke..?
ei odbhuth proshner jobaab..
aami jaani na..

taai..ek din..cholar pothe..
baataasher kaache jaante chai..
'aami ke'..?
bsataash bole,
tumi shei naam na jana hridoyer spondon..
tumi shei ochena moner,na jana bhabona..
tumi..tumi ei batasher na-dekha saathi..
tobu-o shei eeki proshno jaage..
aami ke..?

tobe,paani...tumi bolo..
aami ke..?
paani janaye..
tumi shagorer shei o-shfuto ssrot..
tumi shei chotto baloker kagozer nao..
tumi shei ojana buker,nishsaash..
tumi..tumi ei panir bhitor lukiye thaka 'protiddhoni'..

cholo brishtir kaache jai...
brishti....'aami ke..'?
tumi brishtir maajhe poth chola juboker ullash..
tumi ghorer janalaye bhoshe thaka jubotir gun-gun gawa gaan..
tumi,premiker chithir opekkhaye boshe thaka premika!
tumi..tumi ei brishtir maajhe lukiye thaka oosru..

tomaar kaache jaante chai,aakaash..
tumi bolo..'aami ke'..?
tumi aakaasher buke,chintahin uronto paakhi..
tumi prithibir buk theke na dekhte paawa aakaasher uucchota..
tumi aakaasher buk chire bheshe jawa shoto jiboner aasha..
tumi...tumi ei aakaasher moto chiro-uudaar...

maateer kaache porichoye jaante chaai..
'aami ke..'?
tumi maateer buk chire jege utha oshesh gaacher somaroho..
tumi maateer ofuronto deerghota,ebong protiti dirgher duruttota..
tumi maateer upor bheche thaka shokol jiboner aagroho..
tumi..tumi maateer,aakaash-er saathe meshaar protiti diner iichcha!

aami..
aami uuronto paakhir onishtobdho pakha..
aami maajhir jiboner motoi obikol dukkho..
aami gaayer chotto meyer chokher shopno..
aami pothiker map-e naa thaka poth!
aami lekhoker kolomer uddessho..
aami kobir chintaye dheke thaka ondhokaar..
aami shei aaka chobir maajhe bheshe thaka ortho..
aami gayoker gawa gaane,chuye jawa dorshoker hridoye!
aami raater nishtobdhota..
aami diner ofuronto aalo..
aami-i aamar aajker porer 'kal'...
aami-i aamar oteeter dekha shopno..
aami-i aamar bortomaan..
aar...eei aami...
aami...